:new chapter:

ready?
set?
its time to start this new chapter to our lil book
time to fill it up with interesting experiences and memories
we'll do this together
:]

:book:

Sandra 3:54 pm
(3:54:21 PM): uhm

(3:54:23 PM): book?

(3:54:24 PM): o:
xxweirddasianxx 3:54 pm
(3:54:29 PM): yeah book
Sandra 3:54 pm
(3:54:38 PM): what book ?
xxweirddasianxx 3:55 pm
(3:55:54 PM): an interesting book :]
Sandra 3:56 pm
(3:56:28 PM): oh,

(3:56:30 PM): whats it called?/
xxweirddasianxx 3:56 pm
(3:56:51 PM): it has no title

(3:56:52 PM): o.o
Sandra 3:57 pm
(3:57:31 PM): eh ?!

(3:57:37 PM): whats it about then
xxweirddasianxx 3:57 pm
(3:57:39 PM): mhmm
xxweirddasianxx 3:58 pm
(3:58:12 PM): its kind of unscripted literature
Sandra 3:58 pm
(3:58:35 PM): unscripted literature ?
xxweirddasianxx 3:58 pm
(3:58:39 PM): mhmm
Sandra 3:58 pm
(3:58:45 PM): what is that?
xxweirddasianxx 3:59 pm
(3:59:21 PM): no real theme that it follows

(3:59:28 PM): kinda like. just compilations

(3:59:50 PM): :]
Sandra 4:00 pm
(4:00:49 PM): what is compilations? ><
xxweirddasianxx 4:01 pm
(4:01:14 PM): bits and piece

(4:01:17 PM): pieces*

(4:01:21 PM): all put into one
Sandra 4:01 pm
(4:01:27 PM): oh o:

(4:01:33 PM): soo why do you like it?
xxweirddasianxx 4:02 pm
(4:02:18 PM): cause it makes me happy and sad at diff points
Sandra 4:02 pm
(4:02:38 PM): oh o:

(4:02:45 PM): is there a "favorite" part?
xxweirddasianxx 4:03 pm
(4:03:41 PM): not necessarily

(4:03:59 PM): i liked alot of parts of it
Sandra 4:04 pm
(4:04:09 PM): ohhh.

(4:04:27 PM): so there isn't like a plot thingie ?
xxweirddasianxx 4:05 pm
(4:05:00 PM): nope no plot

(4:05:01 PM): XD
Sandra 4:05 pm
(4:05:10 PM): what.. a weird book o:
xxweirddasianxx 4:05 pm
(4:05:20 PM): yeahh. but i liked it

(4:05:34 PM): it took awhile to finish
Sandra 4:05 pm
(4:05:39 PM): how long? o:
xxweirddasianxx 4:05 pm
(4:05:54 PM): started it

(4:06:13 PM): february 10
Sandra 4:06 pm
(4:06:52 PM): hmm,

(4:07:04 PM): what is the main character like?
xxweirddasianxx 4:07 pm
(4:07:29 PM): idk how to describe

(4:07:30 PM): lol
Sandra 4:07 pm
(4:07:38 PM): oh ?
xxweirddasianxx 4:07 pm
(4:07:51 PM): yeah XD
Sandra 4:08 pm
(4:08:07 PM): not even one word ?
xxweirddasianxx 4:08 pm
(4:08:18 PM): hmm

(4:08:21 PM): i guess

(4:08:23 PM): weird
Sandra 4:08 pm
(4:08:34 PM): i see
xxweirddasianxx 4:08 pm
(4:08:52 PM): yeahhh
Sandra 4:09 pm
(4:09:10 PM): when did you finish this book? o:
xxweirddasianxx 4:09 pm
(4:09:24 PM): couple days ago

(4:09:38 PM): just thought about it and decided to put it as my aim status

(4:09:40 PM): XD

Sandra 4:11 pm
(4:11:32 PM): interesting o:

(4:11:52 PM): march, april, may, june

(4:11:58 PM): four months to finish a book ?

(4:12:01 PM): must be long.
xxweirddasianxx 4:12 pm
(4:12:10 PM): it was interesting though
Sandra 4:12 pm
(4:12:24 PM): sounds good.
xxweirddasianxx 4:12 pm
(4:12:34 PM): mhmm, thats why i kinda want a sequel
Sandra 4:13 pm
(4:13:22 PM): is one coming out ?
xxweirddasianxx 4:13 pm
(4:13:29 PM): idk
xxweirddasianxx 4:13 pm
(4:13:32 PM): thats the thing

(4:14:11 PM): publication of a sequel isnt sure yet
Sandra 4:14 pm
(4:14:20 PM): why not? o:
xxweirddasianxx 4:14 pm
(4:14:28 PM): idk o.o
Sandra 4:14 pm
(4:14:40 PM): o_o

(4:14:43 PM): that must suck

(4:14:44 PM): D:
xxweirddasianxx 4:14 pm
(4:14:53 PM): yeahh

(4:15:23 PM): i think you'd like the book as well
Sandra 4:15 pm
(4:15:27 PM): really ?
xxweirddasianxx 4:15 pm
(4:15:32 PM): yeahh i think so

(4:15:35 PM): maybe

(4:15:36 PM): XD

Sandra 4:15 pm
(4:15:40 PM): LOL.

(4:15:43 PM): could i borrow it then ?
xxweirddasianxx 4:15 pm
(4:15:59 PM): hows that gonna work out
Sandra 4:17 pm
(4:17:07 PM): uhm..

(4:17:10 PM): not so sure..
Sandra 4:18 pm
(4:18:21 PM): then how would i know if i like it or not ?
xxweirddasianxx 4:18 pm
(4:18:36 PM): hmm

(4:19:37 PM): ill show you the first page
Sandra 4:21 pm
(4:21:10 PM): ok
xxweirddasianxx 4:21 pm
(4:21:36 PM): o.o

(4:22:29 PM): sent.
Sandra 4:25 pm
(4:25:00 PM): i know.
xxweirddasianxx 4:25 pm
(4:25:37 PM): well yeahh thats the opening page of the book

(4:25:39 PM): o:
Sandra 4:25 pm
(4:25:49 PM): it must be a good book

(4:25:56 PM): if the first page made me cry already.
xxweirddasianxx 4:26 pm
(4:26:35 PM): its one hell of a book

(4:26:50 PM): all bunch of fun and craziness

(4:26:52 PM): :]

:images:

lookin at images
...
cant believe she saved all of em
brings back memories
makes me sad to see the images
im so lame

:performance:

after all this time
finally done with performance
it went pretty well actually, if i do say so myself
ahaa i wanna see the video so bad
to check out my epic failness
im so thankful to tracy for doing the dance and being my partner
mann im so glad i was part of it
got to chill with jo and john again
havnt hung out with them in forever
chilled with the homies; jb danny and angie
go to hang out with chill with elina again
met shane,
ahaa i got a new friend and shes freakin awesome
omg just everything
so much funn :]

:trippin:

mmm.
whats wrong with me today
im so out of it
my responses to her are so lame
gahhh
ahaa im still in love with her
>.>
still dont want things to end between me and her
buhh...its what she wants
i wish i could just hear those three words from her lips again
and know that its not over
hmm. am i foolish to cling on to the hope and thought of us being together once more.?
i guess i am a fool then ahaa...
why do i cling on. gahhh. guess i still am in love with her..
only, if only.
._.

:call button:

aha..ha..
woke up early this morning.
looked at my phone.
then came to realize.
i no longer have to press that call button.
i wanted to so much.
i shouldve.
but would that have done anything.
she probably would have still been sleeping.
or if not, wouldnt have answered.
*sigh*
stared at the ceiling with my phone in my hand.
laying there as time passes by.
maybe im think im trippin.
o_____o

:breakup:

it's over
i fucked up and im paying the price
she wanted to end things
she couldnt take it anymore
there was pretty much nothing i could have done about it
her mind was set and that was it
2 days before our 4 month of being together too
makes me really sad but what can i do about it
i really did fuck things up
im so stupid. ahaa...
she deserves better than me anyways
i caused her so much drama
so much pain
i know sorry wont make up for things
but at this point when your mind has been made up,
forgiveness is all i can ask for

kind of wish there was something i could have done though
even if it was the slightest thing to make a difference
buhh guess the tarot cards were dealt
and they were not in my favor

all the times we shared
all the crap we endured
all the laughs we had
...just everything.
will truly be missed
buh its engraved in my memories
i dont regret a single moment i was with her
it brought happiness to my life when nothing else could
senior year would not have been the same at all w/out you
i fell for her much deeper than i thought i would

when she broke it off,
i was crushed but in the end
i could wish her nothing but the best
and hope she finds someone better suited for her than i could ever have been
..that special someone that will be able to bring a smile to her face and make her happy just by the thought of him
i guess it was not my role to play

as im saying this, im wondering..
why am i so down right now..
just a single tear
everything is done and i could do nothing more.
it was one hell of a roller coaster ride
im glad it was you there beside me through the whole ride

*wanna go again?* aha..
i guess not...

k.

:finals:

LAKERS!!!!

Wooo!!
..such an epik game!!
dayyymmmm we were all loud!
shane freakin jumped up and was like WOOOOO!!!!
ahahah
mannn
i had my facebook update ready to post already
and my phone texting several people
moment that buzzer went off... POST!!!!

:beach:

beach today was fun.
got there later than expected due to somethings.
but in the end we got there.
LOL danny accidentally put sand in his burger while cooking.
seasoning my ass >.>"
omg omg and and water guns
epic water gun fight between me jb angie and danny.
ahaa.
oh and when i was cooking bbq. the umbrella lifted up from the ground and started flying away.
it was flying towards me, and i was tryna act all cool and catch it.
and i did. oh yeah~
buhh..... then the wind kept blowing and i got dragged off from my seat and across the sand T.T
too bad we didnt get it on camera. it happened several times but the first time is always the best XD
also played volleyball. me jb and angie vs danny.
sad life x]
ohhh then dwinta and her friend came too..buhh they went too far and ended up setting camp someplace else. took them forever to meet up with us.
john came late but still managed to beat dwinta.
we practiced dancing the choreo once dwinta was there
she picked it up hella fast.
:]
dayy was coming to a close.
phewww amazing dayy
after angie was dropped off, went out for pho with jb danny and john.
i swear, its always everytime with pho that we end up having a bonding moment.
just something about it i guess that just sets off a relaxing atmosphere to have a conversation.

worst part of the day would probably be not seeing my babyy.
gahh i wish she was able to come.
she was bored and had a frustrating day doing homework D:

2 daymmm two more days till graduation.
*sigh*

i love sandra.
o: idk, random. thought popped up in my head.
k this should be enough for now :]

:quote:

lil quote i thought of and put as my aim status.



nearing the end of this journey. its time to start anew. we'll all tread along this new path. all of us together, through and through. -2010