it was hard
so very hard
i didnt know if i could do it any longer
i never thought not talking to her would have been so difficult
we finally talked again
she had something to say to me
i couldnt say it
as much as i wanted to say it
i couldnt say it
at least not until i made sure of things
shes had a great impact in my life
we continued talking
in the end
i said
"you're mine...but will you let me be yours babe? ;]"
she said yes
i was so happy
the rollercoaster ride was over
she wanted to be mine and i wanted to be hers.
<33
love you babe.
Monday, February 22, 2010
Monday, February 15, 2010
:regardless:
he told her that she can only like me FOR NOW.
that it may not progress.
that she may not call me THAT WORD.
that i needs to be OUT of her LIFE.
that i am distracting her from SCHOOL.
that i am dirty.
that i am not decent.
that i am a senior and about to graduate ANYWAYS.
that it would ruin her reputation.
that she can do so much better.
she wanted to say "that is all BULLCRAP"
all i can say is that
he cant stop me and her from liking each other
it will progress
i love how she calls me babe <3
ill stay in her life until she tells me to leave
im not decent? who is he to say what is decent and what is not?
thats a load of bull
he fails to see how much i care for her
despite his opinion
she told me she will be with me regardless
i didnt know what to say
she made my heart skip a beat
and stole my breath away
<3
he may hate me
he may not approve
it doesnt matter
i could care less
cause the only thing that matters is how we feel about each other
ill continue to care for her
babe~
you mean so much to me
i cant begin to describe how much so
just know ill be here for you
they dont want us to be together
pshh screw them
we'll be together
ill be by your side
as long as you let me
<3
that it may not progress.
that she may not call me THAT WORD.
that i needs to be OUT of her LIFE.
that i am distracting her from SCHOOL.
that i am dirty.
that i am not decent.
that i am a senior and about to graduate ANYWAYS.
that it would ruin her reputation.
that she can do so much better.
she wanted to say "that is all BULLCRAP"
all i can say is that
he cant stop me and her from liking each other
it will progress
i love how she calls me babe <3
ill stay in her life until she tells me to leave
im not decent? who is he to say what is decent and what is not?
thats a load of bull
he fails to see how much i care for her
despite his opinion
she told me she will be with me regardless
i didnt know what to say
she made my heart skip a beat
and stole my breath away
<3
he may hate me
he may not approve
it doesnt matter
i could care less
cause the only thing that matters is how we feel about each other
ill continue to care for her
xxweirddasianxx
so what now.
are you gonna do as he says, or be with me regardless
Sandra
regardless.
xxweirddasianxx
...
<3 gawd you dont know how happy thats made me
Sandra
{:
xxweirddasianxx
my hearts beating hard right now babe
>.<
Sandra
mine is too<3
babe~
you mean so much to me
i cant begin to describe how much so
just know ill be here for you
they dont want us to be together
pshh screw them
we'll be together
ill be by your side
as long as you let me
<3
Sunday, February 14, 2010
:babe:
its saturday and im still here at nicky's place
woke up from having a dream
just chillin and chatting with sandra like usual
i told her about my dream:
we continued chatting and eventually went to a point when me and her both didnt talk to each other
gawd it was so hard for both of us to keep quiet, she was getting tempted to IM me
i gave in first though, i just couldnt stand not talking to her any longer. it was just way too freakin hard, i started missing her XD
and so we went back to chatting
i greeted her a happy valentines day and she was like "you're one day early?"
i told her that it was valentines day somewhere in the world and that i wanted to be the first one to greet her
i was :]
eventually she was alone in the house so we talked on the phone
yayy, i get to hear her voice <3
omg it took forever just to contact her, she didnt know her own house number
i called this one number and a chick picked up and i was like, "sandra?"
girl: "hang on real quick"
me: (waits)
a guy's voice: "hello"
me: "uhmm hi?"
guy: "you wanted to talk to me?"
me: "uh i think i have the wrong number..."
so the guy thought i was looking for "andrew"
._. wtf right? haha
eventually got the number right
we talked until her phone battery died which was like 48 min.
timing was good though since james came back. XD
back to chatting with her on aim
yayyy
we are progressing, slowly but surely [;
i call her babe now <33
it felt so weird at first cause i had the feeling that she would feel uncomfortable hearing it when we aren't even together yet
but she said it didnt make her uncomfortable, heck she used it back at me (made me extremely happy) <3
missing each other, we wanted to be with each other
gahh! tuesday was too freakin far away T.T
i wanna hold her hand at that moment, i dont care if she gets me sick or not
anyways, pretty much stayed up till Tet chatting with her
james had seen my IM's and so it was S²T²
he said he senses love in the air and he wanted to hear straight from sandra's mouth of her feelings towards me.
she told him before midnight came
she was gonna go to sleep
and so i told her goodnight, sweet dreams, and sleep tight
<3
woke up from having a dream
just chillin and chatting with sandra like usual
i told her about my dream:
we were finally together and graduation day came. a few days after graduating, sad news came. my mom wanted to send me back to the philippines so i could do my medical studying there. WTF! i dont want to leave sandra, freakin made me hella sad. while i slept on the plane, i had thought that it was all a nightmare and that im not really on the plane going to the philippines. i woke up and realized i WAS on the plane!!! >.<>
we continued chatting and eventually went to a point when me and her both didnt talk to each other
gawd it was so hard for both of us to keep quiet, she was getting tempted to IM me
i gave in first though, i just couldnt stand not talking to her any longer. it was just way too freakin hard, i started missing her XD
and so we went back to chatting
i greeted her a happy valentines day and she was like "you're one day early?"
i told her that it was valentines day somewhere in the world and that i wanted to be the first one to greet her
i was :]
eventually she was alone in the house so we talked on the phone
yayy, i get to hear her voice <3
omg it took forever just to contact her, she didnt know her own house number
i called this one number and a chick picked up and i was like, "sandra?"
girl: "hang on real quick"
me: (waits)
a guy's voice: "hello"
me: "uhmm hi?"
guy: "you wanted to talk to me?"
me: "uh i think i have the wrong number..."
so the guy thought i was looking for "andrew"
._. wtf right? haha
eventually got the number right
we talked until her phone battery died which was like 48 min.
timing was good though since james came back. XD
back to chatting with her on aim
yayyy
we are progressing, slowly but surely [;
i call her babe now <33
it felt so weird at first cause i had the feeling that she would feel uncomfortable hearing it when we aren't even together yet
but she said it didnt make her uncomfortable, heck she used it back at me (made me extremely happy) <3
missing each other, we wanted to be with each other
gahh! tuesday was too freakin far away T.T
i wanna hold her hand at that moment, i dont care if she gets me sick or not
anyways, pretty much stayed up till Tet chatting with her
james had seen my IM's and so it was S²T²
he said he senses love in the air and he wanted to hear straight from sandra's mouth of her feelings towards me.
she told him before midnight came
she was gonna go to sleep
and so i told her goodnight, sweet dreams, and sleep tight
<3
Friday, February 12, 2010
:smiles:
today was interesting
lots of love and happiness
<33
chatted with sandra like usual
we finally talked on the phone!
my cousins were teasing me about it...
she kept tryna get me to eat but i was like "i cant!"
she asks why not and im like "cause im on the phone with you!"
finally ate after she had to hang up cause grandparents got back
made me sad that she had to go but im glad we talked on the phone
kept chatting with her throughout the day
the space on my phone for msgs was getting full
my battery was dying, all worth it though
you be my princess and ill be your toad~
oh i also finished composing the lyrics for my song which is posted in the previous blog
thank you sandra for being my inspiration in writing it
she'll be the first to hear it sung in acapella
cause imma sing it to her of course <3
she better love it :|
gawd this day was just full of smiles and <3
not a day goes by where she doesnt make me smile
and fill up my heart with happiness
freakin sandra! anh yeu em!<3
lots of love and happiness
<33
chatted with sandra like usual
we finally talked on the phone!
my cousins were teasing me about it...
she kept tryna get me to eat but i was like "i cant!"
she asks why not and im like "cause im on the phone with you!"
finally ate after she had to hang up cause grandparents got back
made me sad that she had to go but im glad we talked on the phone
kept chatting with her throughout the day
the space on my phone for msgs was getting full
my battery was dying, all worth it though
you be my princess and ill be your toad~
oh i also finished composing the lyrics for my song which is posted in the previous blog
thank you sandra for being my inspiration in writing it
she'll be the first to hear it sung in acapella
cause imma sing it to her of course <3
she better love it :|
gawd this day was just full of smiles and <3
not a day goes by where she doesnt make me smile
and fill up my heart with happiness
freakin sandra! anh yeu em!<3
:"You" -albuuut:
mmk so heres lyrics to my song "You"
1st verse:
i just met you, not too long ago
but you left your mark and girl it really shows
i really need you now
i want you by my side
cause when im with you
everything just feels so right
youre the only one, i need nobody else
just like a candle light
baby girl you make my heart melt
bridge:
with you im not alone
you make me feel at ease
my heart skips a beat everytime you sit right next to me
chorus:
sometimes i ask myself
why do i go this far?
you make me feel so high
youre like a shining star
you shine upon my life
and brighten up my days
ill keep you in my heart
and will never let you go away
2nd verse:
the other night, i thought of you
it brought a smile to my face, oh baby yes its true
youre the only one, thats on my mind
got me thinking of you all the time
running through mind taking up all the space
your eyes and your smile always seem to make my day
you know im love struck
i cant help but feel this way
bridge:
with you im not alone
you make me feel at ease
my heart skips a beat when you sit next to me
chorus:
sometimes i ask myself
why do i go this far?
you make feel so high
youre like a shining star
you shine upon my life
and brighten up my days
ill keep you in my heart
and will never let you go away
ill keep you in my heart
and will never let you go away...
hehe
guess who my inspiration was for me to write this song? <3
guess who my inspiration was for me to write this song? <3
:night to remember:
after the game i got a ride from jason
chilled in front of my house just talking
lorenz joined us later on
she then was like. we should do something guys!
and so we freakin drove off to riverside area.
haha i know, random right?
we went to look for a "C" on a hill. we found it but it was too dark to see it.
i had to pee >.<>.<
but anyways. they were all tryna open it, EPIC FAIL!!
the lady asked if jason needed help
he was all like, its late tonight, i dont have my strength anymore
or something like that. hahah.
she opened it so easily. lorenz was dying from laughter.
they were tryna open it the wrong. it was funny.
our order came in.
omg dynamite sushi. freakin bomb!!!!
we ate it on the ride home. lorenz was all freakin having mindgasms in the back cause it was so delicious. i got some too and i was like. OMFG *mind went to heaven*
tasted so delicious ._.
drove back home.
ah that was a night to remember. we all needed one of those nights. freakin hella random and fun. [:
chilled in front of my house just talking
lorenz joined us later on
she then was like. we should do something guys!
and so we freakin drove off to riverside area.
haha i know, random right?
we went to look for a "C" on a hill. we found it but it was too dark to see it.
i had to pee >.<>.<
but anyways. they were all tryna open it, EPIC FAIL!!
the lady asked if jason needed help
he was all like, its late tonight, i dont have my strength anymore
or something like that. hahah.
she opened it so easily. lorenz was dying from laughter.
they were tryna open it the wrong. it was funny.
our order came in.
omg dynamite sushi. freakin bomb!!!!
we ate it on the ride home. lorenz was all freakin having mindgasms in the back cause it was so delicious. i got some too and i was like. OMFG *mind went to heaven*
tasted so delicious ._.
drove back home.
ah that was a night to remember. we all needed one of those nights. freakin hella random and fun. [:
:last bball day:
day started off like usual.
i wore a dress shirt today cause freakin i was suppose to ditch and be at the filming of "the doctors" but freakin henry never replied back to me, that jerkk
met with sandra after 2nd and walked with her to her class
i was late for my class again LOL
but whatever.
was selling chocolate coated strawberries during both lunches.
we freakin sold out at like the first five minutes of both lunches so that was hella good.
saw sandra at first lunch, she dressed up as a dude XD
during second lunch, was selling again. i made sure to buy two of the strawberries before they sold out. i got the biggest ones. it was actually one huge strawberry that was so big that it had to be cut into two. it reminded me of like a heart. ish? idk? lol cause like idk it was like two piece of a heart that could be put together to merge back as one.
everyone wanted to them off of me for a price higher than they were sold.
rejected all offers :P
went to give it to sandra up where asb was. got a hug <3
the other asb members were all like, awwww. freakin teasing and such.
no lie, it made me feel really happy.
:]
lunch ended and school proceeded like it usually did.
like last time, waited in front of sandra's class room after school.
walked around with her.
sat down and "sang" a song with my crappy sickly voice
haha eww im so lame. XDD
her pants kept saggin the whole time cause she participated in opposite sex dress up day.
waited for the game to start.
games started.
all our teams won yayy!
:]
it was kind of weird towards the end because lor, james, and pretty much the juniors sat behind us.
james sat behind sandra cause im pretty sure he was cautious of me since i was talking close to sandra.
but whatever, i still kept talkin to her XD
overall quite an interesting day.
[:
i wore a dress shirt today cause freakin i was suppose to ditch and be at the filming of "the doctors" but freakin henry never replied back to me, that jerkk
met with sandra after 2nd and walked with her to her class
i was late for my class again LOL
but whatever.
was selling chocolate coated strawberries during both lunches.
we freakin sold out at like the first five minutes of both lunches so that was hella good.
saw sandra at first lunch, she dressed up as a dude XD
during second lunch, was selling again. i made sure to buy two of the strawberries before they sold out. i got the biggest ones. it was actually one huge strawberry that was so big that it had to be cut into two. it reminded me of like a heart. ish? idk? lol cause like idk it was like two piece of a heart that could be put together to merge back as one.
everyone wanted to them off of me for a price higher than they were sold.
rejected all offers :P
went to give it to sandra up where asb was. got a hug <3
the other asb members were all like, awwww. freakin teasing and such.
no lie, it made me feel really happy.
:]
lunch ended and school proceeded like it usually did.
like last time, waited in front of sandra's class room after school.
walked around with her.
sat down and "sang" a song with my crappy sickly voice
haha eww im so lame. XDD
her pants kept saggin the whole time cause she participated in opposite sex dress up day.
waited for the game to start.
games started.
all our teams won yayy!
:]
it was kind of weird towards the end because lor, james, and pretty much the juniors sat behind us.
james sat behind sandra cause im pretty sure he was cautious of me since i was talking close to sandra.
but whatever, i still kept talkin to her XD
overall quite an interesting day.
[:
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
:winter homecoming:
arrived at homecoming.
omg i was so hungry.
sandra was running late since her ride was held up in traffic :[
my date arrived.
made me so happy :]
we skated alot. :]
she failed and fell, dragged me down with her
and my leg dragged 2 more people down.
LOL!
omg it took 3 people to get her back up on her feet.
d:
oh i also injured myself from the fall. my freakin ankle is swollen right now >.<
but then we just kept skating.
lana kept complaining about wanting blades but her size wasnt there ._.
sandra coughed more often and i was gonna worried
she said she's fine. and i told her my ankle was fine.
i guess we are both stubborn.
if i get sick its her fault! LOL jk
i told her before that there was something i needed to talk to her about in the near future.
well.. the time arrived.
i had to confirm myself if she meant what she had said to me.
jessie, linh, tracy, and elina all told me that "em yeu anh" is hardly used.
whether she meant it or not had bugged me since she said it.
i asked her about it.
she said she meant it.
from there i was pretty much speechless.
i dont think she knows how freakin touched i was at the moment.
i was just like in a total awwwh state.
so then i told her "anh yeu em"
i meant what i said, and i was happy that i said it.
it took me like 3 days to learn it and i finally said it.
<33
later on her friend had to talk with her about something
seemed fishy to me
then the other girl came up to me
"hey shaddy's cousin, are you going out with sandra"
and i told her no
"do you want to"
and i told her why
she walked away.
WTF? x]
second person to wonder if we were going out.
wish we were though, but im still waiting for her :]
we skated then sat down together again.
made me happy.
until she put her head on my should.
happiness vanished...super happiness appeared.
hehe <33
ended it with her saying "em yeu anh"
hugged and while i hugged her, i said "anh yeu em" quietly
i dont know if she heard me, i dont think so. XD
walked out together. said bye. *waves*
overall felt that i had a wonderful night.
hope my date/valentine felt the same way.
<33
omg i was so hungry.
sandra was running late since her ride was held up in traffic :[
my date arrived.
made me so happy :]
we skated alot. :]
she failed and fell, dragged me down with her
and my leg dragged 2 more people down.
LOL!
omg it took 3 people to get her back up on her feet.
d:
oh i also injured myself from the fall. my freakin ankle is swollen right now >.<
but then we just kept skating.
lana kept complaining about wanting blades but her size wasnt there ._.
sandra coughed more often and i was gonna worried
she said she's fine. and i told her my ankle was fine.
i guess we are both stubborn.
if i get sick its her fault! LOL jk
i told her before that there was something i needed to talk to her about in the near future.
well.. the time arrived.
i had to confirm myself if she meant what she had said to me.
jessie, linh, tracy, and elina all told me that "em yeu anh" is hardly used.
whether she meant it or not had bugged me since she said it.
i asked her about it.
she said she meant it.
from there i was pretty much speechless.
i dont think she knows how freakin touched i was at the moment.
i was just like in a total awwwh state.
so then i told her "anh yeu em"
i meant what i said, and i was happy that i said it.
it took me like 3 days to learn it and i finally said it.
<33
later on her friend had to talk with her about something
seemed fishy to me
then the other girl came up to me
"hey shaddy's cousin, are you going out with sandra"
and i told her no
"do you want to"
and i told her why
she walked away.
WTF? x]
second person to wonder if we were going out.
wish we were though, but im still waiting for her :]
we skated then sat down together again.
made me happy.
until she put her head on my should.
happiness vanished...super happiness appeared.
hehe <33
ended it with her saying "em yeu anh"
hugged and while i hugged her, i said "anh yeu em" quietly
i dont know if she heard me, i dont think so. XD
walked out together. said bye. *waves*
overall felt that i had a wonderful night.
hope my date/valentine felt the same way.
<33
:02.10.10:
kimmy woke me up again.
but i managed to go back to sleep so its all good.
chatted with sandra in the morning.
that started my morning good.
:]
walked to my third period.
didnt see sandra,
so i intentionally walked slow just in case she would arrive.
im sure she didnt know that. d:
she appeared. yayyy <3
we walked to her third period,
eddie saw me and was wondering if sandra was my girlfriend.
sadly no. not yet :P
gave her a hug and started heading for my third period.
SHIT i came in late!!
whatever, the reason was good :]
battle of the sexes during lunch.
freakin lame.
only entertaining parts were jb, danny, and juan.
girls literally only had 1 girl dancing and she was doing the same thing over and over.
went home early as usual.
waited for it to be time to leave for homecoming.
jason picked me up, picked up eric, then allen, then mario.
and off to homecoming!
so excited :]
but i managed to go back to sleep so its all good.
chatted with sandra in the morning.
that started my morning good.
:]
walked to my third period.
didnt see sandra,
so i intentionally walked slow just in case she would arrive.
im sure she didnt know that. d:
she appeared. yayyy <3
we walked to her third period,
eddie saw me and was wondering if sandra was my girlfriend.
sadly no. not yet :P
gave her a hug and started heading for my third period.
SHIT i came in late!!
whatever, the reason was good :]
battle of the sexes during lunch.
freakin lame.
only entertaining parts were jb, danny, and juan.
girls literally only had 1 girl dancing and she was doing the same thing over and over.
went home early as usual.
waited for it to be time to leave for homecoming.
jason picked me up, picked up eric, then allen, then mario.
and off to homecoming!
so excited :]
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
:night valentine:
ended the night with a smile on my face. :]
freakin sandra always making me smile. <3
Sandra 11:12 pm
ohhhk
xxweirddasianxx 11:12 pm
and mmk sandra goodnight
sweet dreams and sleep tight my valentine~ :]
Sandra 11:13 pm
XD
awhh
that made me smile
freaken albuuut.
xxweirddasianxx 11:13 pm
and that made me smile just now
haha
Sandra 11:13 pm
LOL.
xxweirddasianxx 11:13 pm
freakin sandra
why must u do this to me
:p
Sandra 11:13 pm
...because
you started it
LOL
[:
xxweirddasianxx 11:13 pm
<3
Sandra 11:14 pm
S2
Sandra 11:14 pm
'night valentine ~
xxweirddasianxx 11:14 pm
i still think that looks kinda freaky
haha
Sandra 11:14 pm
XD
whatever!
<3
happy ~?
xxweirddasianxx 11:14 pm
:]
very.
Sandra 11:14 pm
XDD
xxweirddasianxx 11:14 pm
i can get a good nights sleep cause of you
Sandra 11:14 pm
g o o d <3
awwhh[:
you sleep deprived child XD
MMK STFU AND GO TO SLEEP<3
xxweirddasianxx 11:14 pm
haha its ur fault to begin with
u deprived child in general
LOL
Sandra 11:15 pm
D:
xxweirddasianxx 11:15 pm
u stfu and go to sleep!<3
Sandra 11:15 pm
i will.
xxweirddasianxx 11:15 pm
mmk night :]
Sandra 11:15 pm
goodnightx)
xxweirddasianxx 11:15 pm
wait
Sandra 11:15 pm
?
xxweirddasianxx 11:15 pm
nothing, dont let the bed bugs bite
:]
Sandra 11:15 pm
XD
awhh.
you butt.
[:
Sandra 11:16 pm
idk y, but my cheeks hurt
from smiling D:
i dont like youuu
xxweirddasianxx 11:16 pm
awhhhhh
psh u know u love me
:p
Sandra 11:16 pm
/)_(\
GOODNIGHT.
xxweirddasianxx 11:16 pm
haha
GOODNIGHT :]
*waves*
Sandra 11:16 pm
--waves back ~
freakin sandra always making me smile. <3
:lame:
freakin kimmy did it again! she texted me at 3:33 wth?!
thank gawd i was able to go back to sleep.
eh school again.
but then i get to see sandra.
yayyyy :]
headed for my 3rd period
didnt see sandra *sad face*
wanted to walk with her :[
saw her after third though
so that brought a smile on my face.
:]
linh hung out with us in lunch today!
but only cause maureen and jean werent here today
>.>
but whatevs, i needed her help with something
it irked me when i saw jason, knowing he made her feel sad.
hmm.
...she said she would be there at lunch today.
i freakin didnt see her
:[
the rest of the school day was eh.
was gonna go to dennys for free grand slam
but the line was freakin long! ._.
so yeah, screw it.
got home.
checked her blog.
paused after reading on how she wanted to see me.
felt like time stopped for a few seconds
as i smiled knowing she wanted to see me.
awwh i want to see her so bad right now!!!
<3
thank gawd i was able to go back to sleep.
eh school again.
but then i get to see sandra.
yayyyy :]
headed for my 3rd period
didnt see sandra *sad face*
wanted to walk with her :[
saw her after third though
so that brought a smile on my face.
:]
linh hung out with us in lunch today!
but only cause maureen and jean werent here today
>.>
but whatevs, i needed her help with something
it irked me when i saw jason, knowing he made her feel sad.
hmm.
...she said she would be there at lunch today.
i freakin didnt see her
:[
the rest of the school day was eh.
was gonna go to dennys for free grand slam
but the line was freakin long! ._.
so yeah, screw it.
got home.
checked her blog.
paused after reading on how she wanted to see me.
felt like time stopped for a few seconds
as i smiled knowing she wanted to see me.
awwh i want to see her so bad right now!!!
<3
Monday, February 8, 2010
:gahh:
gah wth is he fucking doing!
pissin the hell out of me!
just cause she types "eh?" doesn't mean he should freakin yell. dumb shit.
who the heck cares if she doesn't want to walk with him?
just for that, he gets all butt hurt. then he makes her feel bad.
he is a senior, freakin needs to show some maturity.
she's sad now.. damn it!
i cant help but feel pissed off right now.
all i could do was tell her to ignore him...just ignore him...
and if she ever feels like crying, my shoulder is here for her to cry on.
i really hope she feels better.
i cant stand to see her sad. :[
<3
pissin the hell out of me!
just cause she types "eh?" doesn't mean he should freakin yell. dumb shit.
who the heck cares if she doesn't want to walk with him?
just for that, he gets all butt hurt. then he makes her feel bad.
he is a senior, freakin needs to show some maturity.
she's sad now.. damn it!
i cant help but feel pissed off right now.
all i could do was tell her to ignore him...just ignore him...
and if she ever feels like crying, my shoulder is here for her to cry on.
i really hope she feels better.
i cant stand to see her sad. :[
<3
:thinkin of you:
xxweirddasianxx 5:10 pm
:]
i get the best feeling in the world when you say hi or smile at me cause it lets me know that even if its just for a split second, i was on your mind
:3
Sandra 5:12 pm
awwehh[:
believe or not
i think about you
Sandra 5:12 pm
at least once a day
gawd she doesn't know how that made me feel...
:monday:
mmk
freakinn kimmy texted me early in the morning without putting our time difference into consideration, ended up waking up at around 4 this morning :|
started school like i usually.
oh, a fight occurred after 2nd period in the gym between my friend and her ex-bestfriend.
my friend got the first hit in. GO ZAVI!! XDD
i didnt see sandra during passing period so i was like, awwh.
just headed to my 3rd period. OMG freaking danya!!! she was pulling on my tail, dipped it in water, and bit it.... WTF?!
paid for my ticket to winter homecoming after 3rd period.
weeeeeee~!! i can't wait. she's my date now cause her friend bailed on out her. :3
rest of the day was pretty chill.
went home earlier like usual and got me some rest.
pretty much just chilled till sandra logged on.
math homework? LOL no surprise.
she told me she was getting sick and her voice was horrible.
pshh i doubt it.
oh! had a chat with james. wanted to clarify things with him.
we talked. blah. blah. blah.
hopefully i didnt get sandra into a discussion with her brother :3
life went on, she till doing homework.
random fact popped in my head.
james thinks im not decent..
gah!! couldnt stop smiling after that :]
damn it sandra! XD <3
freakinn kimmy texted me early in the morning without putting our time difference into consideration, ended up waking up at around 4 this morning :|
started school like i usually.
oh, a fight occurred after 2nd period in the gym between my friend and her ex-bestfriend.
my friend got the first hit in. GO ZAVI!! XDD
i didnt see sandra during passing period so i was like, awwh.
just headed to my 3rd period. OMG freaking danya!!! she was pulling on my tail, dipped it in water, and bit it.... WTF?!
paid for my ticket to winter homecoming after 3rd period.
weeeeeee~!! i can't wait. she's my date now cause her friend bailed on out her. :3
rest of the day was pretty chill.
went home earlier like usual and got me some rest.
pretty much just chilled till sandra logged on.
math homework? LOL no surprise.
she told me she was getting sick and her voice was horrible.
pshh i doubt it.
oh! had a chat with james. wanted to clarify things with him.
we talked. blah. blah. blah.
hopefully i didnt get sandra into a discussion with her brother :3
life went on, she till doing homework.
random fact popped in my head.
james thinks im not decent..
sandra 9:20 pm
thats becauseeee
you're beyond
decent:3
pwhaha.
xxweirddasianxx 9:20 pm
lol how so
Sandra 9:20 pm
how sooo?
you make me smileee[:
you have a sexy voice.
LOL.
etcetc ?
xxweirddasianxx 9:21 pm
LOL.
sandra.
Sandra 9:21 pm
albert.
xxweirddasianxx 9:21 pm
thanks:]
Sandra 9:21 pm
no problemo :-D
besides,
its truee .
xxweirddasianxx 9:22 pm
stop making me smile more than i already am
:]
Sandra 9:23 pm
c:
gah!! couldnt stop smiling after that :]
damn it sandra! XD <3
Sunday, February 7, 2010
:sunday:
*sigh*
woke up after staying up late...again.
bored since this morning.
not really lookin forward to superbowl sunday since i don't really care who's playing.
almost got in trouble for texting in church.
freakin kimmy texting me a picture of delicious cake, gah, made me freakin' hungry.
spent some time on omgpop.
got dc'ed on aim then sandra came online.
but she had to go help her madre.
so now bored again.
*sigh*
woke up after staying up late...again.
bored since this morning.
not really lookin forward to superbowl sunday since i don't really care who's playing.
almost got in trouble for texting in church.
freakin kimmy texting me a picture of delicious cake, gah, made me freakin' hungry.
spent some time on omgpop.
got dc'ed on aim then sandra came online.
but she had to go help her madre.
so now bored again.
*sigh*
:anh thich em:
so i told her that the other night.
why does she do this to me...i couldnt stop myself from smiling. :
"yeu"...seriously, i think my heart skipped a beat.
"anh yeu em," ill be sure to learn how to say it so that one day i can truly tell her that.
<3
xxweirddasianxx 12:07 pm
but yeah.
anh thich em :P
Sandra 12:07 pm
awhh[:
xxweirddasianxx 12:07 pm
:]
Sandra 12:09 pm
em yeu anh [:
haha.
try figuring that out
by yourself
xxweirddasianxx 12:09 pm
i know that one!
haha
Sandra 12:09 pm
oh, ok c:
xxweirddasianxx 12:09 pm
wait making sure
did that mean love or like?
XD
Sandra 12:09 pm
XD
figure it outttt.
xxweirddasianxx 12:10 pm
hmmm
well i used thich and that meant like
xxweirddasianxx12:11 pm
so yeu means love
Sandra 12:11 pm
c:
xxweirddasianxx 12:11 pm
sandra WTF?!
Sandra 12:11 pm
good job ~
haha.
whut ?! D<
xxweirddasianxx 12:11 pm
i freaking have a huge ass smile cause of you!
Sandra 12:11 pm
XD
awhh
xxweirddasianxx 12:12 pm
damn it sandra
haha
anh yeu em then <3
Sandra 12:13 pm
[:
why does she do this to me...i couldnt stop myself from smiling. :
"yeu"...seriously, i think my heart skipped a beat.
"anh yeu em," ill be sure to learn how to say it so that one day i can truly tell her that.
<3
:expression:
ive only just met her and yet she has caught my attention in an instant. since we met, my life's been quite fun and interesting. i cant believe it but ive fallen for her, her smile, her expression when she blushes, her randomness, the way she reacts when i tickle her, the way shes able to keep me up late at nights even though im freakin tired... just something about her that seems to freakin make this heart of my beat faster and make me smile.
gahh wth is wrong with me, i told myself i wouldnt fall for a girl anymore for awhile and just chill through life but she came into the picture and changed everything. everytime i see her, talk to her or think about her, i cant seem to help but smile. every moment i spend with her just makes me so freakin happy. she knows for sure that i like her but i doubt if she really knows.
i want us to be together but idk if that will happen. one of my closest friends like her and she doesnt want to hurt his feelings.just my luck to fall for a caring girl right? *sigh*. her brother doesnt like me but that may just be because he is watching out for his lil sister. hmm what do i do...one of my friends tell me to just stop liking her but i cant, its really really freakin hard. GAh! i wish i never met her...but im SO glad i did.
i wish i knew what her stand point is on this. i feel im causing myself pain expressing my feelings for her and not knowing how she feels, if she even feels anything, or if she is just toying with my emotions. i wish i knew.... :[
well this should be enough for this blog for now. just had to express my feelings out. :]
gahh wth is wrong with me, i told myself i wouldnt fall for a girl anymore for awhile and just chill through life but she came into the picture and changed everything. everytime i see her, talk to her or think about her, i cant seem to help but smile. every moment i spend with her just makes me so freakin happy. she knows for sure that i like her but i doubt if she really knows.
i want us to be together but idk if that will happen. one of my closest friends like her and she doesnt want to hurt his feelings.just my luck to fall for a caring girl right? *sigh*. her brother doesnt like me but that may just be because he is watching out for his lil sister. hmm what do i do...one of my friends tell me to just stop liking her but i cant, its really really freakin hard. GAh! i wish i never met her...but im SO glad i did.
i wish i knew what her stand point is on this. i feel im causing myself pain expressing my feelings for her and not knowing how she feels, if she even feels anything, or if she is just toying with my emotions. i wish i knew.... :[
well this should be enough for this blog for now. just had to express my feelings out. :]
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