ive only just met her and yet she has caught my attention in an instant. since we met, my life's been quite fun and interesting. i cant believe it but ive fallen for her, her smile, her expression when she blushes, her randomness, the way she reacts when i tickle her, the way shes able to keep me up late at nights even though im freakin tired... just something about her that seems to freakin make this heart of my beat faster and make me smile.
gahh wth is wrong with me, i told myself i wouldnt fall for a girl anymore for awhile and just chill through life but she came into the picture and changed everything. everytime i see her, talk to her or think about her, i cant seem to help but smile. every moment i spend with her just makes me so freakin happy. she knows for sure that i like her but i doubt if she really knows.
i want us to be together but idk if that will happen. one of my closest friends like her and she doesnt want to hurt his feelings.just my luck to fall for a caring girl right? *sigh*. her brother doesnt like me but that may just be because he is watching out for his lil sister. hmm what do i do...one of my friends tell me to just stop liking her but i cant, its really really freakin hard. GAh! i wish i never met her...but im SO glad i did.
i wish i knew what her stand point is on this. i feel im causing myself pain expressing my feelings for her and not knowing how she feels, if she even feels anything, or if she is just toying with my emotions. i wish i knew.... :[
well this should be enough for this blog for now. just had to express my feelings out. :]
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