:be mine:

it was hard
so very hard
i didnt know if i could do it any longer
i never thought not talking to her would have been so difficult
we finally talked again
she had something to say to me

I think it's easier for my to talk to a blog o.e
I'm just going to let everything out now...

The moment was the most dramatic moment of my entire existence. LOL. props to Wes for that line[:
OK WTH was that
ADD ; A;

Deear AlbertAntonyVisteLariba,
I feel really bad for you. You fell for the most retarded girl. You really did. --my cough is getting better =D. Okay, I'm sorry about that. I think I really do have ADD... But yes, you fell for someone so SLOW, so STUPID, and so IGNORANT. She never knows what the hell she wants. Her mind is like a freaking ... messed up mind. Yea.. idk.... but she's stupid, I swear.
Even though you say that you will go through it with her, she doesn't let you. She wants to take on everything by herself. She doesn't want to burden anyone. And with those smiles, it just worries you even more. I also think you should know that every now and then she has an emotional break down from keeping everything bottled up/in. D: Wow, these just feel like excuses..
Oh gawd, youtube distraction... -___- Buhh, did you know HAPPY SLIP HAS A KID?! o:
Okokok, yea... they just feel like excuses...

As to why any of those excuses have to do with anything... I think I felt pressured. .__." See? idek wth i'm saying. I feel like I'm going to stab myself if I say something wrong, but idek wth i'm saying so yea.. makes no sense..

I really don't know what to say...

I could like just keep going on and on and on.. but in the end, what I really want to say is

Forgive me, Say that I'm yours ~

...
i Fail.

i couldnt say it
as much as i wanted to say it
i couldnt say it
at least not until i made sure of things
shes had a great impact in my life
we continued talking
in the end
i said
"you're mine...but will you let me be yours babe? ;]"
she said yes
i was so happy
the rollercoaster ride was over

she wanted to be mine and i wanted to be hers.
<33
love you babe.