:breakup:

it's over
i fucked up and im paying the price
she wanted to end things
she couldnt take it anymore
there was pretty much nothing i could have done about it
her mind was set and that was it
2 days before our 4 month of being together too
makes me really sad but what can i do about it
i really did fuck things up
im so stupid. ahaa...
she deserves better than me anyways
i caused her so much drama
so much pain
i know sorry wont make up for things
but at this point when your mind has been made up,
forgiveness is all i can ask for

kind of wish there was something i could have done though
even if it was the slightest thing to make a difference
buhh guess the tarot cards were dealt
and they were not in my favor

all the times we shared
all the crap we endured
all the laughs we had
...just everything.
will truly be missed
buh its engraved in my memories
i dont regret a single moment i was with her
it brought happiness to my life when nothing else could
senior year would not have been the same at all w/out you
i fell for her much deeper than i thought i would

when she broke it off,
i was crushed but in the end
i could wish her nothing but the best
and hope she finds someone better suited for her than i could ever have been
..that special someone that will be able to bring a smile to her face and make her happy just by the thought of him
i guess it was not my role to play

as im saying this, im wondering..
why am i so down right now..
just a single tear
everything is done and i could do nothing more.
it was one hell of a roller coaster ride
im glad it was you there beside me through the whole ride

*wanna go again?* aha..
i guess not...

k.