:idk:

things have not been going right between us
we've grown really distant
if i have anyone to blame, i can blame no one else but myself
i started to get the feeling she hardly even cared anymore
maybe it was just my imagination but every time we talked, more and more of it felt empty
as if our conversations were whatever to her
i may not have been the most interesting person to talk to but i tried
maybe im just too clingy and i always want to spend time with her
that's only cause we hardly ever get to spend time together
one thing i can say for sure though is that
despite all that has happened between us, all the difficult moments
idk how she may feel about things
regardless of whether or not she feels if anything was even real
i can honestly say i enjoyed our time together and it was real for me
whatever type of person she may perceive me to be, i can and will truthfully say that i tried my best and that i'd like to thank her for even allowing me to be part of her life
i recall her being influenced by jason's words before
and im here now saying that ive been devoted to her ever since the moment we got together
and that whether or not she believes me to be telling a lie or the truth, it is really up to her own judgment.
all i can say is that i have not regretted our relationship even for a single moment and thanks for the memories along the way.