: ._. :

what can i do to make this right.
im torn inside knowing that i hurt you.
i cant forgive myself.
ive done something i really shouldnt have done.
i can only hope that you will somehow forgive me.
i know things arent going to be the same even if things are patched up.
but id rather that happen than not be with you.
i know that sorry might not be enough to move things along.
but for the record, i truly am sorry.
in life we strive to seek happiness.
once that happiness is found, its hard to let go.
i found my happiness in you.
things happened and i messed up.
no matter how much i say sorry, i dont think it will change what ive done.
hopefully. just hopefully it will make even the slightest difference.
not only do i seek the happiness thats hiding once more, but with it. forgiveness.