:dear you:

dear sandra,

im really sorry. i've cause you to feel sad. thats the last thing i want to do. i dont know whats wrong with me. i guess, your boyfriend is just a jealous idiot. you have given me nothing but happiness and here i am, causing you to be sad. im truly sorry from the bottom of my heart and i hope you can find any chance to forgive this jealous, idiotic, boyfriend. i didnt meant to cause you distress. i hate the sight of us arguing and dont want us to. i want you to be happy because nothing else brings me happiness than seeing that smile on your face but ive done something that i completely regret. if it were possible, i wish i could turn back the hands of time and stop myself from causing you harm. you and your happiness means everything to me because i know that i love you. the feeling i get knowing that you are mine and i am yours is deep and i want to patch things up between us. just tell me what you want me to do. please...

i truly love you with all my heart and i hope you can find it in yourself to forgive me and my stupidity. and hope that you can still say that you love me.

please forgive me.... im really really really sorry ~

-albert