:feelings:

feelings.

i hope she understands how i feel about things.
the first relationship is always hard, i know.
i want her to truly understand things.
she knows talkin to him makes me completely uncomfortable.
she said that she would stop talkin if it makes me that uncomfortable.
and yet the conversations continue.
i want her to just stop talking to him.
block him. ignore him. instantly reply with "sorry im busy" and then be nonresponsive.
i dont care how....
just...please stop...its really uncomfortable and kind of painful...
i know it might be alot to ask for..but it's the perspective of a boyfriend.
would it really matter THAT much if they just stopped talking?
he has more friends to talk with. she has her friends.
is he really worth causing me this discomfort and pain...?
and is he really worth causing both of us to argue...?
i really dont want us to argue over such a thing like this.
its so simple..
just stop talkin to him...please...as a personal request from me
i love her and would do anything for her. why. commitment. simple as that.
would she really truly do this thing ive been askin from her?
who knows... but i just, really hope so... o_o